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Hi Leah!

I hope you are having a good week 1/elections prep week. I just wanted to let you know that I’ve heard a lot of good things about you taking progressive stances in AS this past year, which makes me really happy. And at the end of the day, slates won’t matter as much as senators truly looking out for the best interests of students. Therefore, I hope that out of all the candidates, if * and I aren’t elected, YOU will be. And no matter what happens, I hope you and I can work together in the future to do good things both for the campus and on behalf of Muir students. That’s all, just wanted to send a friendly message. Good luck with campaigning, and I’m sure I’ll be seeing you around. =)

Best,
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Math grade is making whole world spin and sink but best friends are forcing me out of bed and off to USC for the night. Fuck math & finals. Don’t really know what to do, but will make this okay.

So far soo good. :)

Tomorrow is going to be a stay in day with Momm and making plans for summer, spring quarter etc. Cleean my room while the babies aren’t home to mess everything up with thousands of orange peels. My family is on an orange binge.. I have joined them. I am allergic to oranges.

Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday are all projected to be good good days. Wednesday will be hard, but it’s something I should have done a long time ago. I’m really happy to see Ro and the entire family again too. 

Then it’s the freakin weekend again, wthell Spring Break! Rain, I love you.. but go away for 7 days, please.

Someone you look up to

I look up to a lot of different people for different qualities, but someone that will always amaze me is my mom. Yesyes cliche answer, okay I don’t care. I wouldn’t call her a role model, cause I see a lot of hilarious and terrible qualities in my mother that both her and I know not to let me replicate but, her good qualities outshine everyone else’s in the world to me. I think she’s amazing for having raised five kids practically as a single parent her entire life and everything that she’s done leading up to that point, during it, and will do. I think she’s the perfect example of resilience and selflessness. If I’m only ever allowed to thank one person for the rest of my life, it would be her. She doesn’t like taking credit for the way I turned out because she thinks I was just born the way I am LOL but little does she know, I’m exactly the way I am thanks to her. Good and maybe some bad, but I attribute everything to her. I really don’t know how to pay her back except by being the best me for the rest of my life and make her realize everything she did was worth it. So go me! And go my momma for being beautiful and brilliant.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

HMmMmM. If I could change one thing about myself….I’d change how my character is so extremist. I’m always all or nothing about everything and I think it really works against me. When I’m “nothing” I take no risks in that area, or am not brave in something that I might really want some guts in so I just won’t do it. When I’m “all” I spread myself too thinly for one, focus too much on one thing that it makes me unable to move forward in everything else for the time being, and make very reckless, sometimes bad, decisions. Of course this all or nothing trait works for me sometimes cause I’ve taken some great chances and one could argue it’s good that I’m so pickychoosy romantically. It really affects me in every sense, but to certain degrees.  Howeverr I guess I’m just kind of sick of it for now, cause sometimes it impedes me from making progress in areas I’d like to make progress in. I think I’m relatively good at balancing buttt my character is VERY extremist, making me generally a very unsatisfied person. I guess that’s good since I’m always seeking self improvement and just the betterment of my surroundings, but when I say I’m NEVER satisfied, I’m literally never satisfied cause I just don’t like being in any sort of middle ground. It’s like I’d rather be pit bottom (I probably wouldn’t but that’s how I feel which is stupid and needs to be changed) or at the very top.. I need to learn how to just be sometimes. This would be one thing I’d like to change and am trying to. That and my shitty eye sight. :)